I am angry. Angry with a capital A about what this friend said.
But I am also a rational person and I know it isn’t fair.
This friend’s comment was thoughtless and insensitive and cut me to the quick.
It made me cry for the first time in a long time.
But she didn’t mean it. She is a well meaning and good and kind person.
She is a target. She is the person I point my anger towards.
And while I know it is wrong, I know I should let it go…I can’t.
I cling to it. She is a scapegoat.
She is all I have. I can’t forgive her because, if I do, I begin to face it all.
I am not ready.
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This is why it’s nice to have friends who you can vent at… :-\
*Hugs* and alcohol.
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If I forgive her, I have to face it. Yep. Pain. And for $180 an hour, I’m finally figuring out how to do that. Be well.
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Rational and emotional don’t always get along.
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If you need to be angry, be angry.
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