…are overwhelming lately.
…are to the point where I cried at work yesterday. And my boss hugged me. And I damn near came unhinged.
…could be better, but some of this isn’t quite my story to tell.
…with my health are not great. I have seen far too many waiting rooms lately and read an obscene amount of celebrity gossip from January.
…have a way of showing you who your friends are, who will be there are pull you up and calm you down. I am being shown once again I have an abundance of those friends. My support system humbles me. I have been told I am a “strong fucking broad” by no less than three people this week. This group knows what to say to me.
…will be ok. I know they will be. I really actually do know that and I feel far more in control of all this stuff than I have in the past. I know they will be ok.
…just need to settle the fuck down. Really. That would be great.
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i learned that whenever i get to a point when i am fed up with the world, i go back and watch/listen to things that form part of the base of my identity. granted, for me thats Star Wars and Tenacious D. BUT, i hope you are doing the same for whatever it is for you.
that, and watching this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=okaNIRTXvV0
Here’s to you coming out on top, from what I have seen you are indeed a strong fucking broad & my thoughts are with you whatever you may be going through. I’ve been through some crazy health stuff & it’s definitely enough to make you go insane going from waiting room to waiting room (or ER to ER) but having those friends there willing to wait with you helps keep you balance, so glad you have that. I’ll try not to add any more cliche “everything happens for a reason” statements, ’cause who doesn’t hate that? I’ll just say I hope it all works out okay & I’m sending positive vibes your way.
They need to settle the fuck down for me as well
Things always seem to happen in overwhelming amounts, don’t they? It doesn’t make it any more comforting to know that, but I totally understand and send positive vibes your way.
I was thinking about you yesterday as I know you haven’t been feeling well and I hope that whatever it is that is wrong will be cured/fixed/medicated/etc. soon. Sending good thoughts your way lady. Lots of them.
If you need anything, anything at all…
I love you. That’s all.
I don’t really have anything eloquent or inspirational to say and we don’t know each other, but just by reading your writing, I think you are a strong fucking broad, too. Sending wishes your way that July is nicer to you.
I’ve been thinking about you a bunch the last couple of weeks, now I know why! Please feel better.
Are you strong? Definitely.
Will you get through this? Of course.
Does this suck beyond measure? Completely!!!
I’m here — or not here — for whatever you need. xoxo