I Feel So Alone

by Lemmonex on December 12, 2010

I am currently typing this post on my blackberry.

Today, my computer crashed. I stared at my computer screen, flashing a question mark mockingly, and quickly came undone.

Please keep in mind that I am the girl who sleeps with her macBook.

It has been a rough time in my life these past four hours. It is bleak and dark and I need desperately to be held.

My friend told me that I am better than this despair, but I’m really not.

Tomorrow evening, I head to the Apple Genius Bar. I have already started a prayer circle.
Please keep me-well, us- in your thoughts.

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I-66 December 12, 2010 at 8:09 pm

I remember your excitement upon receiving that machine. I’m thinking of you both.

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lbluca77 December 12, 2010 at 8:13 pm

I didn’t have internet for a week at home. My work doesn’t have internet except for one computer. So my blackberry internet was my only way to the outside word for an entire week. I know what you are going through. You both are I my thoughts.

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Caitlin December 12, 2010 at 9:05 pm

Oh my god! I had no idea. I am so sorry. Just know that you are a strong, wonderful person and you WILL get through this. You will. I am here if you need anything. Stay strong, you can do this.

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Foggy Dew December 12, 2010 at 9:29 pm

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your Macbook. Been where you are. I know the pain.

Should the worst happen…yes, I know, we have to stay positive, but if it should, may I recommend a Macbook Air? I just got mine last week and it is sooooo sweet. I’m sure it would be a fitting successor to your baby.

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Kerry December 12, 2010 at 9:34 pm

I sleep with my laptop, too! I keep it at the foot of the bed and surprisingly don’t spoon it.
You and yours are in my prayers.
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Dominique December 13, 2010 at 12:17 am

I completely understand. When my electronics go busty its like a part of me dies too. Best of luck fixing everything in short odder for as little money as possible.
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Hannah December 13, 2010 at 10:27 am

Ohh, I feel your pain. But, the Apple Genius Bar really is a saving grace. All will be well. I have faith!
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k8 December 13, 2010 at 11:41 am

Ohhhh! The panic I feel when my computer is not working makes me feel insane.
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TheDivorcedGuy December 13, 2010 at 1:04 pm

Wait just a damn minute. MacBooks crash? Tell me it isn’t so. I upgraded from a PC to a MacBook Pro, and will never go back, but the enthusiastic saleswoman at the Apple store told me they don’t die.

I kinda feel lost now. They seem so, well, invincible.
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Kayode Kendall December 13, 2010 at 2:32 pm

My Condolences. Be strong, my child. Dominus Ominus (or something like that.)

Believe me, I fear for the day when PowerMac might up and decide, “I quit this bitch!”. I’d really be up shit’s creek without it.

(then again, I think I need to get a new one anyway!)
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scottreitz December 13, 2010 at 4:41 pm

Man only I was joking on twitter…. It really melted?

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scottreitz December 13, 2010 at 4:41 pm

Man, I was only joking on twitter…. It really melted?

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